where i live

whose flesh is this?
it's clinging to my bones,
but that can't be right.

excuse me, i can't dismiss
this shady patchwork sewn
in a skin too tight.

so dissect me, if you will;
watch my borrowed insides spill and stain.
i can hold the body still -
we can map the meat from mountain to vein.

i'm as lost as you are here.

intensive care

i wish i had never woken up
and never come home
and never gotten better
and never met you
and never tried so hard
and never fell so fast
and never never never never
NEVER loved you.

i wish i had never woken up,
because then i would never have to know
that you will never never never never
NEVER

love me back.

SORT YER SHIT:

friday, april 10th:
- in-car driving lesson 9am - 11am
- go bus, subway, bus... (brampton - toronto)
- pure + simple head office meeting/training 3pm
- eric's overnight

saturday, april 11th:
- bus, subway, train... (toronto - oakville)
- hair dye/hang out with sammi
- dinner with mom
- mom drives me home (oakville - brampton)

sunday, april 12th:
- in-class driving lesson + final written test 9am - 2:30pm

monday, april 13th:
- CHILL THE FUCK OUT

tuesday, april 14th:
- appointment with dr. snape 2:30pm
- go bus, subway, bus... (brampton - toronto)
- eric's overnight

wednesday, april 15th: 
- pure + simple king location training 10:30am