who you are

"in the light of the sun
is there anyone?
oh it has begun

my dear, you look so lost
eyes are red and tears are shed

this world you must've crossed
you said

you don't know me
you don't even care
oh yeah

she said
you don't know me
you don't wear my chains
oh yeah, yeah"

did you know?
i am trying, trying so hard
but did you even know?

and to be honest, i don't give a shit about what you're going through
because how am i supposed to give a shit?
you won't let me.

and i refuse to believe that you don't know that i'm trying
i refuse

because you're not an idiot, and i believe in you enough to know that
even if sometimes maybe you don't

i know that you know
and i know that you don't care

so from here on out,
to the best of my ability,
neither do i.

honky tonkkk

come on now, i mean, really?
is it necessary that all those organizations who cry out for help, claiming that they're so underfunded have AGE RESTRICTIONS ON VOLUNTEERS?
i'm in high school, honey, i need 40 hours of volunteer shit before i graduate. and i have to be 21 to work at your god-forsaken charity which is BEGGING FOR KLEENEX IN ITS PARKING LOT?
oh but wait, wait... if i drop off my resume, you'll actually EMPLOY ME,
AND PAY ME TO BE THERE,
WITH THE MONEY YOU DON'T HAVE?

all these companies need to swallow the wad of cockjuice stuck in their throats and fucking get minors to volunteer. bullshit.

in short, child labour: all in favor say i.

thirsty

no work please, no
just put on the television to buzz in the background
while i feign conversation
(or as much of it as you can feign while not face to face)

ohhhh dearie me

so much to do
so many excuses

(for when "so little time" just doesn't seem to fit)

dot

all the things you wish you were
and yet you do not wish yourself perfect
no no, the opposite in fact
you wish yourself broken

all i want to know is

why why why why why why why why why why why why

please

just

how

could

why

.

km

being told you aren't good enough for the role you were assigned,

just a high school play, or is it life in general?

ahahahahahahahahahahahaha

what am i talking about,
sometimes i

wonder.