angels

am i the only person who notices the complete inaccuracy of the phrase
"what a coincidence" ?
whenever someone says that, it never really seems to be a coincidence.

today in history i decided that i believe in a sort of prologue-to-life spin on reincarnation.
like, from the moment we die we are conceived. and then we live out short little lives as that incarnation's version of the "nine months", and it gets progressively longer as time stretches out until eventually we will live forever.

maybe i need a diagram. hm.

"let's just die young or let's just live forever"
it's nice to think that maybe i can do the one i want.
... not that i've made that decision.

i also decided to myself about ten minutes ago that i promise i will be somebody in life.
talking to the people i don't want in my life anymore is a real wake up call.

a warning to the young'uns:
as soon as you hit 17, you will think it's cool to not give a shit about anything.
as soon as you hit the floor, you will regret it.

it happens to everyone.

"what a coincidence".