4.04.2009

just throwing it out there

i'm not a depressed person. i'm actually very optimistic, which, in itself, is sad.
there is always a silver lining, i know, i know.

but it doesn't make me invincible to sadness,
or alcohol for that matter.

you have to feel sad to know what happy is.
what's the point of laughing if you've never cried?
both are different kinds of pain, but when you really look, sometimes it's so hard to tell which is which.

i cry when i laugh.
... not that i ever laugh when i cry, but hey. that'd be weird.

i think that maybe the reason i sound so depressing all the time
is that i stare at the bright side for so long
that i go blind.

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