some lyrics

waking up is easier said than done.
i think i'll stay in bed forever,
'cause who would care, i'm hiding from no one,
'cause no one would miss me, but never say never.

i'm crying at nothing,
laughing at me.
waiting for something
worth fighting to see.

nothing comes easy,
nothing comes free,
nothing is simple,
i wish that were me.

and i don't mind right now,
but give me cause to grow somehow.
anything can happen,
but nothing ever does,
at least, not to me.

i feel like singing,
but i have nothing worth singing about.

getting out and finding your place somewhere,
i don't fit anywhere but here,
and i want to change, but how do i get there,
when everything's shrinking except for my fear.

i'm searching for meaning,
let it find me.
giving up feeling,
to let it all be.

loving comes easy,
loving comes free,
loving is simple,
i wish that were me.

and i don't mind right now,
but give me cause to grow somehow.
anything can happen,
but nothing ever does,
at least, not to me.

i feel like singing,
but i have nothing worth singing about.

let it all out,
but what does that mean?
what you're about,
what you've already been?

i have nothing to say,
good or bad, either way,
just let something begin,
'cause i'm wasting away.

and i don't mind right now,
but give me cause to grow somehow.
anything can happen,
but nothing ever does,
at least, not to me.

i feel like singing,
but i have nothing worth singing about.

i feel like singing,
but i have nothing worth singing about.

...

this started out okay, but past the first chorus i honestly became too focused on the "verse to bridge to chorus to breakdown" structure that this whole thing lost meaning.

i missed 11:11 again today.