dig deep

why is it that no one has any patience for all the people in the world just trying to do their jobs ?

we're all caught in the net, people.
we're all playing the game.

everyone has a job that they hate that they do to get money, which they spend at other people's jobs that they probably hate and it all runs around in circles until it gets back to where it started from.
we're all going through the same-shit-different-day sort of daily routine, so why why why is it that we all treat each other like shit ?

it's absolutely astounding to think that these grown women, ADULT WOMEN, who are supposed to know better, can walk into my store and when i say to them,

"hi there, how are you ? can i help you find anything today ?"

i get the snippiest fucking look, like HOW DARE I offer my assistance ?
HOW DARE I do my job ?

even worse, i mean HOW DAAARE I greet poor you with a smile that doesn't falter, even after you cut me off with your snippy little response and your high-and-mighty gaze that goes right through me.
after all, what right have i to be treated like a human being when i'm being paid to exist in the place i'm existing at the moment.

i just don't understand why, if we all hate our jobs, we all have to make it worse on one another.
yes, it is my JOB to serve you, but it is BY NO MEANS my fucking birth purpose, lady.

TREAT ME LIKE WHAT I AM.
LIKE WHAT YOU ARE.
LIKE WHAT WE ARE.

human. fucking. beings.

i am so angry i cannot breathe.
there is no such thing as togetherness.