12.16.2014

a very belated dream journal

last night i had a nightmare that woke me up at 7am in a cold sweat,
and all it was about was my dad telling me i had to go back to work for unigroup.

"you never finished the contract,"
and all that jazz.

i think i'm ready to be working again,
but i can't do it from a cubicle. not right now.

i want to be with people.
i want to have fun.

and i keep finding little triggers here and there,
adding to the list of shit i know i don't want to do,
while the "do" list stays blank.

i need to get writing.

about what?

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