lash

if there is a god then i guess at least i'm not as fucking alone as i thought,
but if there is a god then why is he such a fucking asshole? or is he just another one of the same shit.

i fucking give up, i don't give a fuck.
i'm fucking tired.

is goodnight forever an option?

"shame on me.
falling in too deeply.
a pretty little fuckpiece, silly little fool
is all i'll be.

shame on me,
how did i still not see?
i knew it was a repeat, naive little tool
i gave for free.

i'm sorry, i'm sorry,
i'm always so sorry,
but who have i got to blame?

i'm sorry, i'm sorry,
i'm always so sorry,
but in the end it's all the same.

i'm never worth the trouble, the try.
just rinse and repeat with a new fucking guy,
who can fuck me and use me and kiss me and bruise me
and leave me alone to cry.

shame on me.
shame on me.
shame on me.
shame on me."