blinking

"every bump in the road doesn't have to be a car crash."

sometimes i wonder if other people are overreacting,
or if i'm underreacting.

i know that borderline personality disorder is supposed to make it a little bit difficult to identify with other people, but i feel like i'm pretty emotional at the same time.
i don't even know what that means.

i just can't tell if i'm being insensitive,
or if other people are oversensitive.

i worry a lot about it,
but i don't know what to do.

i'm trying to care, and that doesn't mean that i don't -
but for some reason i just can't find the energy to expend
worrying the way you do.

relax,
take it easy.

i've been a lot happier since i learned to do the same,
but sometimes

i still wonder.