things i want to do this summer:

- not miss any days at work unless i really am too sick to go
last year i think i took two days off just because i was tired, and i hated myself for it all day. didn't even get out of bed because i felt so guilty and shitty about it. so this time, fuck that. i am going to work every fucking day unless i get tonsillitis again or something worse.

- walk the dog every day, jog with the dog at least three times a week
i'm going to have to go easy on myself at first with this one, partially because i'm out of shape and won't be able to job three times a week when i first start out, but also because i'm the only one who trains the dog at all and it's now been eight months since i was last with her, so she's going to be right back to her usual idiot self. i can't jog with her unless she's at least somewhat responsive, which will probably take some time anyway, because she'll get too riled and bite shit. mainly people.

- go tanning
last year even though i worked in an office all summer, i still got sunburnt. granted, twice it was because of beach volleyball tournaments i was in, but a few other times it was just from eating my hour-long lunch outside, which is just ridiculous. i'd like to be able to go and lie in a bed for maybe 8 minutes at a time once a week or something just to get enough of a base colour down that i don't burn just from like EXISTING simultaneously with the sun. jesus.

- maintain (within reason) a decent brazilian wax down below
self explanatory, thaaank you.

- cook dinner every night
this is an ambitious one, i know. especially because i'm working longer hours this year and last year there were some nights when i came home really drained. but my dad works even longer hours still and it'll be good practice for next year with the boys. i'm already a good cook with things i know how to make and i'm certainly better at teaching myself than anyone else has been, so doing that every night before my dad gets home to bug me will be nice for the both of us, especially if it helps his mood.

- get to a beach at least once
and beach volleyball doesn't count for this because i want to go on like a typical like teenage road trip or something, ahaha idk. c'maaan.

- look into weight-gain diets/regimes
ugh.

- camp in tobermory again

- go to canada's wonderland

... okay so clearly i got lazy with this but i'll expand on shit and add other things later because i can't be bothered right now.

~*~LaZy~*~