again

"there is a pill i'm supposed to take
to keep me from choices i am not to make
again, again, again.

there is a woman i was sent to see
if not for a file, she would never send for me
again, again, again.

and i am meant to feel significant;
what a joke,
that i will ever feel significant
again, again, again.

it's the kind of feeling that you learn to just ignore
that sinking nothing eating at your core
again, again, again.

no matter how hard you press, you just can't cut that deep
and i can make a mess but these marks will never keep
again, again, again.

and i am meant to feel significant;
what a joke,
that i will ever feel significant.
i could choke
and this whole thing could be an accident
again, again, again.
let's just pretend,
again, again.

there is a pill i'm supposed to take
to save me in case i feel that i'm about to break
again, again, again.

there is a woman i was sent to see
and many others, who have all forgotten me
again, again, again.

and i am meant to feel significant.
i am meant to feel significant.
i am meant to feel significant.
i am meant to feel significant."