~*~cOoL~*~

yesterday:
i tell boyfriend i don't like hanging out with him when he's high,
because he gets really spacey and i have to repeat myself every four seconds.
i tell him it's not that he can't go get high like ever,
but if he does, he can spend time with his bros.
no biggie, right?
cool.

last night:
boyfriend asks me if i think it's a good idea
for him to see if adderall helps him study better today.
i tell him no, probably not... don't fuck with prescription drugs.
he laughs and agrees.
cool.

today:
boyfriend does adderall in the afternoon.
cool.

tonight:
boyfriend gets high and tries to deny it when he comes to see me.
cool.



likeee,
what. just... what.
cool.