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"tangled in the blankets,
dripping from the tap.
aim for steady pulses
with your hands in your lap.

and every hair you brush away,
every bit of skin you touch,
every look you ever gave
makes me think too much.

distance will test
what we have in this.
every breath that we invest
is a breath that i will miss.

i wanna capture every moment,
and lock them all away.
i wanna put them in a room
where i can make them stay.

i wanna visit every whisper,
every spot you ever kissed.
i am homesick for a place
that doesn't exist.

i am homesick for a place
that doesn't exist."

idk wtf this is either. fuck me sideways.

i drank an energy drink to try and finish my fucking homework and this is what i'm doing instead. kjhdgkjfdxv fuck fuck fuck. and i swear this energy drink just made me more tired. ugh.

goodnight, i think.

(i am going to tear out my fucking tonsils and throat with the dullest knives i can find, i swear. sdjvhdjxv)