10.04.2011

missed class

so last night i couldn't sleep at all,
and i started to panic because i really haven't been going to classes like i should be,
so i took sleeping pills even though it was already 1am and i KNEW it would last past when i was supposed to get up,
but i guess i just freaked out, i don't even know.

so this morning rolls around and what do you know,
i can't get up.

it wasn't until noon that i finally could lift my arms for long enough to literally
peel my eyelashes apart.

what the fuck is the matter with me?
i feel like i'm wasting everyone's time by being here.
why can't i do the things that other people do so easily?
i don't understand.

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