9.27.2010

full throttle

i'm no good with attachment
that is, mutual attachment

i can't deal with people who like me
i just can't

i will chase after you up until the point when you turn around to try and meet me
and then i will run away

don't ask me why
i don't know

all i can do is blame some premature diagnosis
given to me by a doctor who i will never see again

today i learned that i am nihilistic
today i realized that i may very well die alone.

(punctuate)
(.)

if only a self-fulfilling prophecy
were really that fulfilling.

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