scoooooby doo

you know how they say that animals know when there's something wrong?
my cat has been following me around since i got home... i didn't know anything was wrong, but hey, why ignore the signs, right?
and yes, i checked his food dish.

(is it sad that i would sooner assume that he is hungry than assume that he loves me?)

by the way, please don't tell anyone about this (after all, it's only the internet), but my heart is beating faster than it has in days,
not including yesterday,
which doesn't count
(seeing as how it's not included).

i can't even punch in numbers on a keypad right.
1:38

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

and they burst anyway, so fuck fixing that one.

i keep seeing shadows in corners when i am most definitely alone.

...

i am most definitely alone.